Birds both in leather
I drove into the Whole Foods parking lot, a black bulge
of weather rolling in over the mountains, Led Zeppelin
turned up loud as I could get it (“When the Levee Breaks”)
and slammed into I thought an empty space
except for a bird sitting in a bush, looking me right in the eye.
She didn’t move, I turned off the music, and the car.
She cocked her head left, then right. I kept quiet.
I got out of the car way more gentle than I usually do,
came around the car door softly; she watched me move.
The bird was propped up on a green-gone-brown limb
and she was not getting ready to fly; trusting me as I got closer,
I don’t know why; this was all making me softer—
the bird watching me, trusting me, I don’t know why.
The granola crowd was glaring, going into the store,
still mad at me for the loud rock and roll; I was melting.
The bulge of weather overhead was about to unload,
the granola shoppers went shopping; I saw that the bird’s back leg
was caught on the strap of an old abandoned purse,
leather rotting, trashed-out, but still holding down her down.
I got low, close, real tender, touched the strap, and just barely,
freeing her leg instantly, I hoped not hurting her, but the bird
—a she or a he bird, either way we were birds of a feather—
went on looking at me, and still she didn’t immediately fly away.
Then she did, she flew, and she was gone.
I lost my train of thought, and the shopping list.
I was thrown and touched by the entire moment,
got back in the car, caught the tail of my leather jacket
on the door, going too fast, forgetting for a second my new soft thing,
then I slid in my Norah Jones CD and drove away from the storm.
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