Everybody out of the Pool 

I woke up today in a panic about the end.
First, there was my lonesome childhood, nobody around 
no parents zero blank. 
And now here I wake up with no kids 
not gonna be any, 
no father for me or for me to be 
Am I gonna die nobody around no children?

Is it gonna be a semi-private room in the middle 
of the afternoon with the sound of a vacuum cleaner 
in the hall and a sitcom laugh track in the room, 
then dead, even out of toilet paper? 


I might not go like this, I have friends, I confess
but still no kids now, no parents before. 

Did anything really happen between 
not being a son and not being a father? 
I think so
but how do you deal with this feeling?

You just do, son.